10:51 am: shes a jar
with a heavy lid
my pop quiz kid
a sleepy kisser
a pretty war
with feelings hid
she begs me not to miss her.

she says forever
to light a fuse
we could use
a hand full of wheel
and a day off
and a bruised road
however you might feel
tonight is real.

10:59 pm: They don’t make stationary like this where I’m from
So fragile
So refined

09:38 pm: so school is good. i think im really going to enjoy my senior year, its easier thats for sure. the only thing i really have to worry about is english 4 ap and spanish 3. the other stuff is just random theatre classes. oh! and my new cool dance class. we learned salsa. i think im a natural. psh.

god, so much time left in school. which is a good thing i guess, i dont want to leave just yet. crucible auditions coming up soon!








im tired of everyone asking...i dont even know.

i miss you too.

01:22 am: Hangman, hangman, hold it a little while i think i see my friends coming
so i havent posted in my livejournal in a while. woo.


i leave for california on friday. yea. i think itll be cool to see my family and going to the beach. but ill miss paia. bad.

i think its going to be really weird too. spending my b-day in california? yea, its going to be awesome to spend it somewhere nice but... no friends, paia, or remotely cool people? family? psshhh. everyone should leave nice comments on here. august 4th, ok? ha. no one will.

aight. im out.

02:01 am: yea...
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with me

09:33 am: blah blah
so paia woke me up at 730 this morning. we talked on the phone for a while. shes cute.

i cant go back to bed though. i just finished eating some breakfast. ugh i really need to get some sleep but i cant.

yesterday, me and paia went to go see war of the worlds. i thought it was really cool even though the aliens do die out rather corny like. yeah. i thought tom cruise was good, his annoying son...not so good. that little girl was suprisingly good too. i thought it was going to be like all those other movies with little girls...theyre always wise and theyre the ones that know everything. give me a break!

so my july 4th sucked. fights are no good.

i think im gonna go watch a movie or something. blah blah blah. drive me crazy?....yea right!!!!


the world has turned and left me here.

12:58 am: come coming!
note to self: i am not a girl.



and maybe i should get a hair cut.

wait, maybe? scratch that. change to: i must get a hair cut.

jk.

i am missed.

12:45 am: i fucking hate ants
ok. so me and paia were at cityplace sitting down by target, right? we were talking and having fun...big whoop! and then out of nowhere i start feeling something crawling up my back and down my pants. yea, its gets worse. so im like what the fuck? i stand up and i couldnt believe my eyes. i had sat in a gross ant pile. ants were allllll over me. i was going nuts too. it was fine getting them off until they started to bite. i was seriously panicking for my life. luckily, there were sprinklers near by, so i decided to get them off that way. i also took my shirt off to get those motherfuckers gone. by the end i was left with 6, count em 6, humongo gross nasty ant bites on my back and butt. i fucking hate ants.

anyways, yea. enough venting. so me and paia are good now. we talked about some stuff and i think we'll be ok. i think its just the fact that we havent been seeing each other consistently. yea. and me being overly dramatic. i already miss her. she helped me get the ants off, yea, shes there for me! ha. anyways. the rest of the night was pretty cool. yep! ok im out.

oh by the way "a bugs life" and "antz" are totally never being watched again. im lame.

12:48 am: man, my day was so great! i woke up, walked ruby(my uber cute dog), and headed over to my bud danny's house. we went swimming in his pool. pretty cool, huh? and THEN danny let me borrow harry potter and the chamber of secrets AND harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. i was like, "gee whiz, danny!!!!!! this is great!" well, that's all! wait, wait. i have one thing left to say....

lorsh.

12:52 am: paia day
today was fun! paia came around 730 am to pick me up to go to her brothers orchestra thing. it was all the way out in waco but it was ok. i liked it. so when we get there paia decides to drive around in her moms car. shes actually a pretty good driver, just you know maybe missing every other stop sign, its cool we didnt die. annnnyyyywayyyys. after the waco thing we came back to my house and watched the lost world and american beauty. then she took a gazillion hour long nap. no fun. then she left at 11. woo. im bored. im gone.

05:29 pm: so today i broke a window. i was looking for my wallet which has my permit and $4! anyways i try to look under the couch but its too dark so i decide to pick it up. as im picking it up the couch slides and then runs into this 3 foot wide window pane. so there you have it, i broke a fucking window. my mom actually isnt that mad surprisingly.

anyways today was actually kinda boring other than that. i talked to people and so on. im going to mockingbird in like 20 minutes to see paia. so i think that will be the highlight of my day.

fuck i really need to find my wallet.

11:25 am: im more than bored.

so im at my aunts house because my power mysteriously went out in my neighborhood. i went to my friends house but his power was out too. haha his whole family was in the car trying to get air conditioned. well i thought it was funny.

i like myspace alot more than livejournal. this is lame. but i wanted people to know that.

ive been finding my uncles supertramp stuff and i just remembered how good they are. i like them! paia does too.

i think im going to go find some breakfast. bye bye. oh bye the way, i dont like sneaky-sneaks. haha.

12:05 am: yea...
so my dads buying a new motorcycle. and its like the fastest on the market and its really expensive. gee, i hope he really doesnt die. that would be bad. oh well. if hes does, a new sweet bike for me!

12:45 am: i wont deny it
yea i just started this livejournal thing. i guess you can call me a poser because i dont know what the hell im doing. but who cares! im only here for paia. yes. thats it.